OFF DAY April 10, 2009

 

Shout!!! :
 

I want a time break SO BAD!!! I want to fly off from this little island SO BAD!!!

 

Basically, I got no problem with my lovely family members whenever I go back or not, because they always tyring their best to understand me being INDEPENDENT away from home. But try to give a benefit of doubt, they still worried on what am I doing out there when they can’t physically see me at home…

Last year went to several places which is out from town… Thailand, Indonesia, KL… Had fun, and most unforgettable incident which even though I die also will die with it…

I am sorry for the lack of blogging for the past few days. Was celebrating one of the most important day in my life. But why are the happy posts never received even a comment?!?!!?  WHY?!?!?!? I couldn’t understand this part….. Comment is not only for bad things, but for both good & bad!!!! Despite, why am I receiving comments on the bad things I post?!?!?! and how many people really concern those shit I went through?!?!?! and how many people really happy for me when I am happy!??!?!

 

My life for the past few weeks was like the M’sia currency exchange rate, went up & down. Left eye was twitching, brain kept spinning for what I couldn’t foresee!!! It is freaking tiring do you know…. Some people just don’t understand……

 

Things happened, you thought it solved BUT actually it running around at the same place… It is quite tiring and pissed when you couldn’t do much to get it away… BECAUSE IT TAKES 2 HANDS TO CLAP!!! So I am currently becoming ‘time bomb’ when it just got activated by anybody… But still as reasonable as I could control… 

But now, I am freaking relaxing at my warmest and secure home… I love being around my family members… At least, they won’t push me away to another stranger when I did mistake, but always there for me even they angry. Every day & night, I definitely receive these…. “have you eaten?!?!“, “is your teeth still pain?! can eat or not?!?! what do you want to eat tomorrow??!?!?!“…….

 

 

  
  

 

I can’t recall when was the last time I went out with my family members to shopping… I guess can count by years… I am very much enjoying time spent with them… VERY!!! we went Starbucks and drink… You know my parent started liking Starbucks Mocha Frapucchino!??!?! Since the day they picked me up from JB, and tasted my favorite drink… <3

 

Don’t wish to go back… <3 being around my dearest family members… But I will share more photos on my important days soon… slow connection now…

going to sleep… Hope I got the best dream, and the same I can get in reality…….

 

 

Tired + sleepy,
HuiLing